Girl Blues.

No idea how it happened. All of a sudden, I was all emo. Blame it on the hormones, the blues just attacked me. Or It could be the house getting dirty and messy again which I just cleaned 3 days ago made me down. I hate the toilet. Seriously. I can never describe my hatred towards the toilet I had to sit on everyday. The sink. I really have no idea why is there heaps of hair stuck there everyday. No matter how much I tidy, the house will never be spick and span. Truly depressing.

Or It could be the sudden free time I had since I was out nearly every night this week. I stared at the screen a few seconds before I decide to surf certain websites. Friendster was one of them. Looking at my friends' glam photos did no cure. Most signed up with Friendster to compete in having the most testimonials and comments or posting up the most glam photos. Everything seemed superficial.

Or It could be the meeting of different people at the workshops I participated intimidated me. Thumbs up to these people who can talk intellectually and confidently in such a posh manner. I felt like a loser suddenly being the most bored person stuck facing the computer whereas people outside there are doing the most important things in their life. I have big dreams too, but have no idea whatsoever where to start from. I shopped, had yum-tea sessions with friends, dined at marvellous restaurants, watched great movies, yet something is still missing inside. Makes me wonder what.

Anyway, its just another 'down' session for me. Guess, I'm just tired.